i <3 you hawaii ;)

the tanktop i must !

LIONS , TIGERS , AND BEARS , OH MY !!!!!!!

so like , im in summer school now , because im short a fucking credit and im a fuck up and i didnt do so good in my senior year , because im a stupid cunt -.- i guess ...
anyways , im almost done , so thats good :D hahaha !!! im cool . a lot of shit has happened ever since my last blog , so let me explain . so , apparently im grounded for not walking with my graduating classand stuff . my parents are giving me so much shit and shit , blah -.- i hate them . they ruin everything , seriously . my step-dad is such a dick and fucks up my life . i literally dont care for him anymore . even though he's been there for me for the past 11 years and shit . i dont care . he made me hate him and he's gunna regret treating me like shit once i leave and never come back , because im moving out and living with my gtirlfriend in about a year or so , so yeah , i cant wait for that , because i'll finally be away from all my stepdad's bullshit and i wont have to hear his fucking voice . literally cant wait , like forreal , brah !!!! im never talking to him EVER AGAIN !!!!!!!!! serious shit right here . so over his shit already . shitty part is that i gotta wait awhile to get a job and get money to save up for my future living space , nah mean ? and my girlfriend and her friend is getting jobs too , so they'll save up and then combine it to pay rent . split 3 ways , nah mean ? hahaha !!!! yes :) yeah , me , my girlfriend and her friend are living together :D cant wait , mannnn !!!! haha x) its gunna be fucking fun as hell . and since i wont have my parents over my head like they own me . i WILL have fun , the type of fun that they've been making me missing out on throughout my whole highschool life .
fuck , i seriously cant believe how much they ruined my life . like seriously , whenever im home with them , which is everyday i dont wanna talk to them , but they end up talking to me like nothings wrong . fuck them . its like i have to put on a fucking fake smile for them , and i dont wanna do that . i want them to know that i hate them , you know ? no hard feelings to my parents , but FUCK THEM !!!! i've never , ever spent a single fucking anniverssary with any of my girlfriends , EVER , because of them . UGHHHH !!!! over it . k , shoots ...

I LOVE YOU

i love my girlfriend NIKKI HERSCHEND oh so much !!!

i feel like a wizard o.o

i've been smelling cigarettes everywhere i go lately ...
idk if its a good thing or a bad thing , but i kind of feel like a wizard , because im wearing my teal jacket today and i look awesome . its the morning right now and im in some dumb technical shit class that i dont need to graduate -.- idk why im even here . this is bullshit ...
so yeah , i smell cigarettes again . i think its on my jacket , or bag , or skateboard , or textbook . idk . the smell is everywhere . i really should stop smoking cigarettes -.-

hahahaha , like that joke i just told ? :D i cant see myself without a cigarette in my mouth , seriously . i cant .

and heres my buddy victor over here ...
--hello i'm victor. i am not akoni's buddy, he's my buddy. yeah its a bromance bitches, its so funny we dont even think about how gay it is...maybe we should though...fuck.

that was victor for yah :D

i would also like to point out that i am happy that i have nikki <3 that is all :D 

NIKKI

this is for you , babe :D

im so glad that we met and i cant wait to hold you in my arms and stuff .
i promise to give you piggy back rides and take you anywhere you wanna go on my back , hahaha !!!
one day i will pass out on your bed , because i like tempurpedic beds ... a lot :D
please dont rape me ...
i'll pretend not to enjoy it xD
i know you love my corniness and sweet talk to you <3
hahaha , anyways i'll just talk to you through facebook now :3

a lot of shit has happened lately !!!

so , let me summarize this out for you . i broke up with my girlfriend , avery tavares and it was a horrible break up . there was a lot of shit talking coming from both sides and it was just unnecessary i would assume ... by the way , this break up was after the senior prom . MAY 2nd to be exact .  after we broke up its been pretty depressing . pretty normal though . after every break up everyone feels like shit , so yeah . nothing special . i tried to get her back , because i felt really bad and i missed her , so i wrote her a love note . thats some middle school shit right there xD hahaha , and she loved it , but then we both decided that it wasnt gunna be the same if we were gunna give it a second chance , so i left her alone and vice versa . then i started talking to this girl nikki and instantly liked her and eventually made her my NEW girlfriend :D shes just great , i swear to god !!! adorable and cute . drama free type of girl :3 damn im so lucky to have her :3 and yeah , now averys all pissed off that i hopped to another girl that quick . im like , whatever -.- shes the one that fucked up in our relationship , so i really dont care ... OH , the senior prom pictures came in and i have no idea what to do with the pictures of me and avery . everytime i look at them i get kind of sad , because we were happy that night ... damn you feelings -.- well , thats basically me summarizing it all out for you :D until next time !